I was randomly thinking about you when i shouldnt idk then i reread your tweets which were sweet and honestly i forgot exact feeling when we stopped realized it wasnt meant to be guess i healed time made me all I remember are those good memories i had when you had me its sweet funny all good it make me smile but i no longer long for it i bet
- Jonathan Safran Foer, Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close
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It was always been better for me to write down my thoughts and how i wanted to make myself feel but i never did maybe because things arent thaaat serious and that i wanted to give things a chance to change hoping what i knew is never true but let me comfort myself and put an end to everything that hinders my self to be happy i always been okay with people causing me to think I deserve less than i wanted they let me settle for the worst of them allowing them to do what they think is okay because it pleases them so much and feeds their ego too full maybe deep down inside my curious soul i had thought it was love that i was loved then it was not maybe curious lonely soul always long for love they want but never got it maybe I misjudged their intentions maybe I over calculated efforts that only appears to there whenever it pleases them again and gone the moment i thought it was sincere
this unsteady emotional state might linger on my thoughts forward but never will i treat myself the same again let write this down in case i forget i am enough and dont need fake fucking love to keep me going
